Since I am jobless....I did nothing than stay at home and do all the housework. Sometimes I also do get bored.. Have no money and have a daughter to take care of was a big problem at that time since I live with my big family.Where to get money to buy diaper, milk, clothes...? Those questions keep coming in mind like a roller coaster and burden me a lot. I have Diploma in Nursing and was a nurse at a wellknown Medical Center...but at that critical situation...facing my personal problems and not in a good state I just like living in denial. I pretend like nothing happended every single day but at night I cried alone. At once I do thinking what about to finish my life...but I am muslim and realize all people do get problem. It just trial from Allah. Allah will never test us with an uncope problems. So, I wake up to prove to peoples around me that I am strong.....
It was on February 2011....I followed my brother to Kuala Lumpur since he had an anual meeting. He is the kindest brother in this world I think. Even I didn't say anything to him. But deep at the bottom of my heart, I do thanks him a lot for open a 'path' for me to run bussines... with his help...he lend me some money and I started my first bussiness by open a night stall woman accesories stall. He help me make an In an Out Account, buy stocks, he even also help me at my stall.
It was a new experience. Since my first day till now...I meet many kind of person...good hearted, full of grunge, low self esteem, over reacted, back stabber and many more.... I will write later about people behavior. Mmm, since then my life just run smoothly. Its not that I earn too much money but enough for support SEira and me. I do work every day and keep me busy. It helps me a lot in forgetting all my personal problems. I regain my self esteem, be comfortable in dealing with people, can give and take...and be outspoken.....I thank to myself for this first step to this world..
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